unspoken words of that stubborn soul…

1* His Cute Little Dongsaeng

on December 31, 2012

“Eodisseo?” he asked as he heard her line connecting with hers.

“Filming, Oppa. Wae-yo?”, she answered as she excused herself from the crowd.

“Shin Hye-ssi, where are you going?”, Ji Hoon asked as he saw that girl leaving their circle.

“I need to answer a call, Oppa. Changkaman.”, she answered, while covering the mouthpiece of her phone.

“Tch! Is that the other flower boy?”, he hissed on the other line.

“Oppa, wait… I need to hide somewhere before another soul find me whispering on my phone”, she answered, somehow giddy of that guy’s jealousy.

“Shin Hye-ya, coffee?”, Si Yoon asked as she met him near the stairs.

“Si Yoon Oppa! Kamsa. I’ll be back in a bit”, she answered, quite nervous of the different encounters.

“Geun Suk?”, he asked.

Shin Hye’s eyes widened. She was about to deny it when the guy walked near her, then said, “Jinja, yepuda! I wonder if we can go out for dinner sometimes”, he asked, obviously trying to anger the guy from the other line.

“Yah, Oppa!”, Shin Hye said, her eyes throwing him daggers.

Si Yoon laughed, then said in a voice loud enough for that guy to hear, “It’s quite difficult to guard a Princess this pretty against all eyes which are obviously eyeing her from head to toe. That, I think is quite manageable. But , guarding your heart from falling for someone you know from the start you’re not allowed to have… hmm, if the first quarter of 2013 ends with my heart still whole, I think I deserve some commendation. But, that, I think is far from happening. Better send that invitation and let me see with my own eyes that I better back off. Shin Hye-ssi, I’ll be waiting inside”, he said, smiling at her.

“Eh!”, Shin Hye said, lost in words.

“tch!”, that guy smirked at the other end, knowing exactly what those words are for.

As Shin Hye finds one corner, she stayed there, her back leaning against the wall.

“Oppa..”, she called unto him.

Geun Suk was simply looking at nothing in particular, his mind processing a thousand information per minute.

“Oppa…” she called again.


“Are you busy? Do I need to hang up?”, she asked, concerned.

“Ani..i miss you”, he said, meaning those words.

“Na do.. wae?”

“Wae?”, he asked back.

“Why the sudden silence? Is it about Si Yoon Oppa?”

“Tch! Ani…”, he said, trying to deny it.

“Are you jealous?”, she asked, half-teasing, half-worried.


“Arasseo.. arasseo.. Oppa, I need to go. I think they’re looking for me”


“Annyeong”, she said, but before she could hang up, she heard his voice again.

“Shin Hye…”




“If I am jealous…”

Shin Hye smiled, appreciating his honesty. “Why were you, Oppa?”

“Why am I sorry, or why am I jealous?”, he asked, shaking his head.

“Hm.. both?”, she asked, smiling.

“Because I love you so much… and because I know I’m not worthy enough… because, I think you deserve someone better… because I think..”

“I love you… please do know that before you think of other reasons. Saranghae…”

Geun Suk smiled at the other end. And with his chest out, proud of himself, he said, “My eels are asking how are you doing… and they are checking whether the other flower boys are making a move on my girl”

“Yah, Oppa!”, she said, remembering that dinner show.

“I love you”

“Hm… Will I be seeing you later?”, she asked, hoping to somehow have a five minute alone time with him.

“I might finish late. Don’t wait for me”, he said, wanting to punch himself for not being able to buy time.

“Arasseo… don’t tire yourself too much, Oppa. See you when I see you..”, she said, ending their conversation.

When Shin Hye went back to filming, Si Yoon smiled as he saw the glow in her eyes.

“I wonder who the person on the other line is. Everytime you come back after a small chitchat with whoever he is, I tend to see an apparition as you come back to our humble aboard.. an angel has once again sent down from heaven.”

“Funny, Oppa!” she said, taking his words lightly.

Si Yoon shook his head, realizing how oblivious that girl is. She will be the death of you, Si Yoon.

And as he saw Ji Hoon walking near that girl, his eyes twinkling… while that girl who considered herself as one of the boys, clueless of the stares and the smiles that those guys are giving her… unaware of the havoc that she is setting them in, Si Yoon smiled, then whispered.. And the death of you, Ji Hoon Hyung… and the death of the rest of us here.

Geun Suk was planning for the next dinner show. He’s working an all-nighter, thinking hardly how to make that show special.

“Should I ask her to come as well? Or better not? The last dinner show has almost blew our cover, and the whole of Korea and the rest of the world almost knew who the special guest was.. only a solid proof is missing to name that girl..”, he said, shaking his head. Then an evil grin appeared on his lips, “should I make another scandal? Post a photo of that girl with guitar.. hm, probably a silhouette as I was admiring her from the sideline.. Hm.. hahaha…”, Geun Suk laughed like crazy, when his office door opened, revealing Kurt and Keunsama.

“Yah! Don’t! Spare her of another set of bashing”, Kurt said, as he hand him one bottle of soju.

“Mwo? Who?”, he said, pretending he didn’t know what he’s talking about.

“Jang Geun Suk-ssi… that laugh.. those crazy laugh and those eyes, only mean one thing. You’re planning something again which, if you are lucky enough would earn you a pout and a dagger look.. or, if the stars are not with you, better prepare to stay out under the snow until she allow you to set foot in her kingdom.”

“Yah! I’m not planning anything…”

“Tch! Jealous of the flower boys?”

“Tch! Who are they?”, he asked, pretending he’s not bothered. “We talked about it. I’m cool with it”

“Jinja?”, Kurt said, not believing. “I thought those photos would start another week of silent treatment. Him, jealous of those who won’t leave his space and her, tired of trying to understand her unreasonable Oppa”

Geun Suk’s eyes widened. But before he could say a word, Keunsama walked near the table, and as he was inspecting the new floor layout, he added, “So, you don’t like her, hm? I heard the whole Strong Heart and Taxi crew were cursing the great Jang Geun Suk for treating that girl, not only as a dongsaeng… but as one of the boys. Tch! Can you believe it? That goddess is considered by Hwang tae Kyung as a guy dongsaeng?”


“Jang Geun Suk’s mother likes me, but he doesn’t”, who made that spiel?” Keunsama added, shaking his head.

“Mworago?”, Geun Suk hissed, almost standing from his seat.

“Tch! You have just introduced her to, what, about 500 eels, but the rest of the world knows that she is simply Jang Geun Suk’s dongsaeng.. better be prepared to send out a bunch of invitation.”

“The girl could not lie.. She simply doesn’t know how to lie”

“Ha Ha Ha! I pity Shin Hye… I could imagine how her heart was beating, trying to drop that subject in an instant…”

“I heard when the emcees still pushed the subject, she just looked and said in that scary-calm tone.. “ah, jinja?”.. haha.. the tone making Geun Suk dropped anything which he’s holding.”

“But, to give you credits, dude, she remembers the kiss… that Etude cf.. who wouldn’t?”

Geun Suk smirked, gave an impish grin, but remembering the statements before that, he grabbed his phone and dialed a number.

“hyung… Geun Suk.. hm…. Can I request for a copy of the FBND photoshoot? I just need to check something.. hm? Ha ha ha.. ani… yah.. email… kamsa, hyung! I owe you one..”

Kurt and Keunsama looked at each other.

Then, as he was opening his mail, he made another call.

“Hyung.. do you have Shin Hye’s clips on Strong Heart? Hm… deh.. deh.. can I see the stills? I just want to check something.. ani.. ani… ha ha ha… you got me, Hyung! But don’t tell anyone… kamsa, hyung!”

As he opened one photo, Ji Hoon’s hand on her waist, Geun Suk’s knuckle almost turned white as he tried to restrain his anger.

“Hyung.. hm.. yah.. Geun Suk… Hyung, can I see the taxi interview? I heard my name was mentioned… haha.. ani.. I just want to see what my Little Bugger has said against me.. haha.. aniya… aniya… kamsa..”

Geun Suk was laughing at the phone, but in person, he was biting his inner cheek, his hand holding that laptop mouse tightly. At times, he would smirk, seeing how Ji Hoon was looking at that girl.

“In Style photoshoot..”, Geun Suk tilted his head as he saw another link.

His eyes in fire as he saw his girl, smiling at the camera, their hands holding each other.

He was mad. They knew.

But something is odd.

“She looks good with anyone. She simply looks good with anyone”, he mumbled, biting his lips.

Kurt and Keunsama were just standing there, waiting for his next move.

And trying to distract that guy from whatever it is that he’s plotting, Kurt said, “The news said that the snow fall is quite heavy tonight. I just saw Shin Hye playing with the snow. She might have enjoyed her day with the kids”.

Geun Suk looked at Kurt, then, outside the window.

“My stubborn, Little Shin Hye…”, he hissed, then in an instant, he grabbed his jacket and sped outside of the building.


Inside her room…

Shin Hye was wearing a knitted white sweater over her white sweatpants. She was lying on her bed, strands of hair on her cheeks. Bongji and Nori at her feet, snuggling closing at her.

Geun Suk sat at the edge of her bed, admiring the beauty in front of her.

“Ahhhh! Can I just attack this girl and end the havoc inside my head… maybe by then, I won’t be that insecure”, his head teased him as he looked at her innocent face.

He was tucking the loose strand of hair behind her ear, when he heard her smirk, then whispered, “Try it, Oppa. And I’m pretty sure, one of us will be at the hospital later before you could even do what it is that is playing in your head”

“tch! You’re not that pretty, Princess”, he whispered in her ears, while he’s caressing her face.

“Back off, Oppa! Don’t meddle with someone who just woke up”, she hissed, lying back flat on the bed, his face directly above hers.

Geun Suk smirked, settling his hand on her side, while the other on her pillow, leaning closer to her. He eyed her from head to toe, licking his lips, teasing that girl. “I won’t ruin my name for someone like you. I can get any girl in a snap of my finger”

“Jinja?”, she said, her eyes locking with his. Shin Hye anchored her hands around his neck, pulling him closer to her. And when her lips were about an inch from his, she looked unto his eyes then to his lips, and whispered, “Mianhae, I’m not that pretty and I’m not worthy of your name”, then she pouted, giving him puppy eyes.

Geun Suk swallowed, looked into her eyes then down to her lips,” I’ll admit to anything… just let me have this one”. Then, without any warning, he dipped his head, meeting her lips, his hand on her head, the other on her waist. Shin Hye smiled upon the kiss, her arms wrapped on that guy’s neck. The kiss became deeper, his weight almost on hers, and when they were both running out of breathe, as his hand wandered on her sides, Geun Suk bit his lips, hearing alarm bells ringing. He distanced his face from hers, then whispered, “Don’t tease me again like that. I may not be able to control myself next time”

“Tch! I thought I’m not pretty and I’m not worthy…..”, and before she could finish her words, that guy kissed her again, drowning her words.

“care to say another word”, he asked, as he brushed his nose on hers.

Shin Hye smiled, knowing exactly what it is that he means. She looked at him, then pouted, asking him to get off of her.

Geun Suk loving her silence, kissed her pouted lips and just shrugged his shoulder.

Shin Hye, widened her eyes, threatening him to move.

Geun Suk smiled, kissed the tip of her nose, and sat beside her, his hand playing with hers.

Shin Hye smiled back. She pulled herself upward, her back leaning against the headboard. She was playing with his hand, when she suddenly twisted, biting her lips.

“wae-yo?”, he asked, concerned.

“Ani…”, she said, fidgeting her fingers.

“You’re quite convincing at lying!”, he hissed, then he stood up, leaving her, lost.

“Oppa”, she said, but not moving from her bed.

“Are you not going to run after me?”, he asked, challenging her.

Shin Hye’s eyes almost welled in tears. “Mianhae… I’ll call you later”, she managed to say, then she turned around, hiding from him.

“Tch! What are you taking me for,hm?”, he asked.

“Oppa, chebal…”, she said, pleading.

“What am I going to do with you, Park Shin Hye?”, he said as he sat down at the edge of the bed, pulling that girl’s feet.

“Yah!”, she said, as she felt his hands.

“How long has it been hurting?”, he asked, as he pulled her sweat pants up, applying ointment on her knees.

Shin Hye tried to sit up, looking at that guy as he massaged her feet.

“Don’t look at me like that. I might melt from your stares.”, he said, teasing her.


“I’m quite good looking from this angle, right? You can’t find someone like me, Princess. So better tell your flower boys to back off”


“Should I save up for this ointment?”


“I guess, when we get married, you’ll be bothering me every night for this. I mean, I won’t be complaining if you will wake me up in the middle of the night, asking for… hmmm….”, he said, an evil grin on his face.” But, if you will just wake me up to ask me to apply this ointment on your weak bones… tch!”

“Then, better, not marry me, Oppa. You still have a chance”, she said, not looking at him; her eyes fixed on her knees.

“Better leave while I still have time, right?”,he said, as he looked at her bowed head.

“Hm”, she said, without lifting her face.

“Tch! Should I handcuffed you with me, Princess”, he said, as he inched his self near her.

Shin Hye tilted her head, looking at him.

“You won’t be needing to wake me up… Even before the snow falls, even before your knees tell you they’re hurting, I will be there, bundling you with warmth. You won’t even notice that winter has passed by.

“Oppa…”, she said, smiling.


And then remembering that interview.. that spiel regarding him treating that girl as a dongsaeng.. and the teasing that he had with Kurt and Keunsama..


“Yah! I wonder what you two were doing when you’re left alone… how does an Oppa treat a dongsaeng?”, Kurt said, teasing him.

“Correction, how does a hyung treat a dongsaeng?”, Keunsama added, followed by a series of laughter.

“I heard the story of Oppa and dongsaeng is still not done?”, he said, as he held her hand, pulling her from the bed.

“Hm?”, Shin Hye asked back as they walked towards the door, preparing for supper.

“And this time, I heard it became worse. One of the boys, hm? Never seen you as a girl?”


“Jang Geun Suk’s mother likes me, but he doesn’t. Who made that spiel?”, he asked, as he pushed her against the wall.

“Oppa… I.. uhm.. “, she said, sliding downward from the wall, but Geun Suk held her still.

“Uh.. uh..”, he said, shaking his head. “I miss my chingu.. that namja chingu… what should I do?”, he said, kissing her on the cheeks. “Is that right?”


“I miss that dongsaeng.. my cute dongsaeng.. hm?”, he said, then he held her face, giving her a deep kiss. “is this right?”

“Jang Geun Suk-ssi!”, she hissed, somehow getting scared of him.

“My Mom likes you a lot, but I heard you said, I don’t.. hmmm?”, he said, as he walked nearer her, pushing her further against the wall.

“Oppa.. mianhae… I don’t know how to answer…”

She still hasn’t finished her sentence when that guy captured her lips, his hand on her face, the other on her back. Shin Hye tried to fight back, but that guy held her tighter. He kissed her too deep, his lips almost sucking her soul. He pulled her to him, her body almost molding to his. He didn’t let go of those lips, he held unto her, her hands placed on his shoulder, her feet not touching the ground. Then, fifteen, twenty seconds after, as they ran out of breath, he slowed down the kisses, her lips swollen. He smirked, then said, “yeah.. I guess, I don’t like you. I wonder what else should I do to make you feel that somehow, I do”.


11 responses to “1* His Cute Little Dongsaeng

  1. Sweet Lacap says:

    thank you….thank you Sachasa for another fanfic of yours…twice in row…and this really make our New Year happy…I love the two story you write just now…and this one THIS CUTE LITTLE DONGSAENG make me laugh and feel in love again…I wonder why I can’t sleep and why my mind telling to open the computer and check if you have an update….1:40 am to be exact Philippine time and so Happy that you make another story for us…THANK YOU SACHASA for this one…


  2. Velia says:

    Wow.. Thank you Sachasa for this fic… What a wonderful gift for us this holiday weekend.. Love how you include SH and Geun Suk reaction for Shin Hye answer… And the kisses 😉 Can’t wait for the next update… Maybe include Geun Suk reminiscence about the accident after he watch Shin Hye talk about it at Strong Heart?;) Anyway… Thank you so much once again.. Happy holiday for you…

  3. feliciawst says:

    hey! haven’t been here in a long time since i was busy with exams, but now that it is over, can i ask your for a favor? could you please tell me the different categories of your fanfics. i want to compile them so that it’ll be easier for me to catch up on my reading and to understand what is linked to what. hopefully you would be able to understand what i meant. 😀 by the way, happy new year! looking forward to more fanfics in 2013 😀

  4. mimin says:

    Thank you Sachasa for updating the story. 🙂

    Taxi is very good considering what Shin Hye said about her genius oppa. 🙂
    Keep them coming. Happy New Year 2013.

  5. sanplawer says:

    … happy new year … thank you for the new updates … still waiting for chapter 35 and ever after … impatient me … sorry … i just love reading your fanfic … god bless …

  6. sanplawer says:

    … can’t get over Chapter 24 of Chance Encounter … need more updates … thank u… really really thank u …

  7. vi jgslvspsh says:

    Thank you, sacha, for the wonderful new year present.

    Love how they know each other that much. Love How he think he’s not worthy of her. Love how she cuts him off by telling him she loves him. Love how he knows she’s in pain and gives her a massage. Love how they love each other for who they really are. Love how you write they love stories. Love you for sharing the love you have for them through your stories. Love, period

    Happy new year to you and your family and every single one of your fans.

    Have a healthy and prosperous new year.

    God blessed us all.

  8. nayna says:

    Hello Sacha, Thanks for sweet chapter i really love it ^^ can’t wait for next chapter 🙂
    Happy New Year ^^

  9. martland says:

    Sacha, thank you so much for this cute story of yours. I dont have much to say since other sisters here have mentioned everything I’d like to say.
    I just wanna say I love you so much sis Sacha for making this story just in the perfect time with the issue. Huh!! Brother-sister relationship? Oh come on! Who would believe that?

    Anyway, happy new year Sachasa and all Sacha-holic (hahaha.. I dont know how to name your readers)

  10. sanplawer says:

    … Happy New Year … We missed u Sachasa … God bless …

  11. schumi8 says:

    hi sachasa, how are you? i hope you’re doing fine.

    we miss your updates!!! hope we can hear from you soon even just a simple hello.

    god bless!!! fighting!!!

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